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Summary: The Same Smile
Review: Susan Mello Souza has my vote and my gratitude. It brought me the whole way, the intense pain of losing children to adoption and the wonder and joy of being reunited. Nothing that she shared was easy. It did seem to be easy for her to put her heart into words. Anyone who has an interest in knowing what it was like, how it could have happened, should read The Same Smile. This book is also uplifting and joyous. I bought it, read it and I do urge you to do the same.
Carol Strobel
adoptee and reunited birthmother
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Summary: A Must Read
Review: Susan Souza has managed to write a story in which the reader feels as though they are right there with her. She paints a picture of what it was like to be a young, single, pregnant teen. She also allows us to feel the depth of her love and grief as she experiences the devastating loss of another daughter who died as a teenager. Thanks to Susan's ability to put the reader right into her story, we also see the joys and struggles of reuniting with your grown child. I highly recommend this book for all who have been touched by adoption, or any Mother who knows the love we have for our children.
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Summary: A Must Read
Review: Susan Souza has managed to write a story in which the reader feels as though they are right there with her. She paints a picture of what it was like to be a young, single, pregnant teen. She also allows us to feel the depth of her love and grief as she experiences the devastating loss of another daughter who died as a teenager. Thanks to Susan's ability to put the reader right into her story, we also see the joys and struggles of reuniting with your grown child. I highly recommend this book for all who have been touched by adoption, or any Mother who knows the love we have for our children.
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Summary: Reunion
Review: The cover of this wonderful autobiography shows us immediately the reason for the title of the book -- three daughters and their mother show exactly the same smile to the attendant camera as they pose in Jackie's gazebo. The smiles show the power of family to overcome separation and re-establish bonds broken by adoption.Susan Mello Souza's story begins with her young first love for her boyfriend, Mark. She paints the picture of their affection and how it led to her pregnancy, followed by his refusal to marry her. She tells a touching story of her parents' sorrow at her circumstances, and how they supported her as much as they could in those times when girls were expected to go into maternity homes and lose their children to adoption. Susan was able to insist that she take care of her daughter for eight days in hospital before she had to leave her there. The bittersweet love and joy of that time with her daughter is an integral part of the story. Susan's story carries on through marriage and the birth of three more daughters. Her story shows very clearly how the loss of her first daughter affects her life from the point of the loss onward. Without giving a depressing tone to the book, Susan nevertheless makes clear how mothers who lose their children to adoption shut down emotionally and become adept at hiding their emotions and their stories. As she 'wakes up,' Susan describes how she comes to be more confident in herself. Often little, almost side comments show us how she found the courage to overcome the trauma of losing her daughter. Susan had always planned to search for her daughter when she reached 21, but just at this point, her second daughter becomes ill and dies of leukemia. This tragedy only augments the damage done by the first loss. Susan gradually comes to understand that just as Jackie never could replace her lost first daughter, so if she finds that daughter, she will not replace Jackie who died. With this understanding comes the courage to search for and find her first daughter. The rest of the book chronicles her search and the resulting reunion. The sections on contact have a clever device: her first daughter, now named Joanne, has given her feelings about the contact interspersed with Susan's feelings as she contacted Joanne. It's very poignant to see the two sides, each speaking for herself, and how close to misstep each is with the other. In reading the interplay, I thought how Joanne's responses would have sent me off to mourn without further contact, and yet Susan and Joanne, being mother and daughter, have some intuitive sense of how to interact with each other. The contact goes well, and they begin to build a relationship. As a reunited mother, I found it difficult to read the reunion sections -- when she talks about walking on eggshells lest she say or do something wrong and lead her daughter break off contact, I know that feeling all too well. When she speaks of her daughter's adoptive mother's discomfort, I understood only too well how unfair it is that the women who benefit by taking our children seem to feel no empathy for our lifelong loss. This is a wonderful book for everyone to read -- Susan triumphs over her great losses in that she is able to build a relationship with her first daughter, and learn to live with the pain of the daughter she lost to death. Her younger daughters are confident and healthy, as she portrays them and as they appear in the photos in the books. Her second marriage is loving and strong enough to overcome these emotional upheavals. Mothers who've lost children to adoption will find a companion soul in this story. People who've been adopted will find a wonderful model for a reunion. Adoptive parents will see the strength of mothers' love for the children they lose, and how important it is to their grown children to have their natural parents' love. This book has many strengths. It's very well written. It's a good story. It shows clearly the many themes common to reunions: the tentative beginnings, the building of shared history, the reticence of the adoptive parents to understand, the absolute joys of each family member in finding similarities that show common heritage. I read it in one sitting, though it needed many Kleenex to keep reading. I would place this book high on the 'must read' list for any family member to read.
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Summary: The Same Smile
Review: What a treat, I read this book in 2 days, once I started it, I was unable to put it down, wondering what would be next. Susan's story captivated me, and carried me into a world I had never known. Whether you are connected by experience, or not, it is a truely enlighting book to read. I cannot imagine the heartache and pain, the author had to endure, but while reading the book, I felt the pain as well as the joy. I was so pulled into the story, I will never forget it, and have shared it with many friends.
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Summary: Helped the healing process
Review: When reading Susans and Joannes book...It brought me to a place I once was. As I shared Susan's life, her love, loss, reunion. I felt as though I was there. Sharing, hurting, caring. It really IS a MUST read. Whether you are a part of the adoption community or not. If you are...it helps the healing process. If you are not..you will learn we are not horrible. Just loving mothers searching for our lost children.
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